Archive for October, 2011

Thinspo Challenge Day 14-22

 Are you vegan or vegetarian? If so, has this helped you lose weight? If not, would you ever consider turning vegan or vegetarian?
-I’ve tried and I will try again and I think it would help a lot but, right now I eat meat and dairy.

When did you first decide to lose weight?
-I’ve been trying to lose weight since I was 3 years old :(, Its pretty sad

Do you have an eating disorder?

To fat to

What food is your weakness?

-Doughnuts or porkchops or bacon.
When is the last time you ate fast food?
-A couple weeks ago

Favorite diet?


What are your clothing sizes?

-UGGGGHHHH omfg I really don’t want to say….I wear a size 9/11 pants and a medium or large in shirts, medium in dressess (I only buy dressess from forever 21 n they don’t have numbers just L,M,S)

What was your lowest weight? How and why did you gain?

–135 and cause I went on vacation and slowly digressed.


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Heartbreaks and 808s

The life is fading from me while you watch my heart bleed </3

I just lost the two people I thought were “bestfriends” . Apparently I talk to much about a guy I like. So they couldn’t tell me they had to tell eachother behind my back and everybody on facebook before it got to me. It hurts so bad Im in tears. I want to talk about it with some one but I can’t I need my real bestfriend right now 😥 , its so painful my heart literally hurts, my herats beating fast cause im so angry, and I keep replaying sad slow kesha and justin Bieber songs. I feel so betrayed! Im so angry and hurt and I don’t know which one’s worse. All this cause I really like a guy…Now finding this makes me feel like a third wheel they had to drag along like the whole time it was them against me. Like  I was just some little pity friend they thought they add on to their duet to make me feel better….

I haven’t felt like this in a while and I can compare it to my first heart break when I’d just turned 13 (im 14 about to be 15)

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Thinspo Challenge day 9-13

Day 9 – Do people ever comment about your weight in a negative way?

My friend actually told me I was tubby last year, Other than that nothing lately

Day 10-Whats the hardest thing you gave up during this “weight loss”

Well, Im in I.B so when Im home I have tons of home work then I make myself workout so my free time is my workout time so no more relaxing

Day 11-Your favorite thinspo blog and why?

Uh this one cause I can’t find a good one lol

Day 12- what do you usually eat?

Whatever I can find that wo’t make me suicidal or crazy upset for eating it

Day 13-Are you losing weight in a healthy or unhealthy way?

The way I see it is who cares how you get there as long as you get there?

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Thinspo Challenge Day 8

Yout workout routine:

Schooldays: 90 crunches, 100 squats, dance, 8 lunges, 20 push ups, 400 arm circles, and high kneeS, then I go to school and walk to I walk around campus for 15 to 25 minutes.

Then after school I stretch, dance, and do more crunches.

Weekends: 120 squats, 150 crunches, arm lifts, booty bonus thingy from kendra playmate workout video, dance, I think its called like bike crunches?, and I go up and down on relevate, if you dance you know what it is and that shit hurts!

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Thinspo challenge day 7

Do your parents know you’re trying to lose weight? Do they care?

-They don’t know and they complain about my fatness so I guess they would care if they knew.

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Thinspo Challenge Day 4-6

Your greatest fears about weight loss.

– Im scared that I’ll gain it all back and lose control. Im scared I won’t even make it

Why do you really want to lose this weight? Are you doing it for you?

-I want to lose weight for a higher self esteem, cuter clothes, for love, a flat tummy, for guys to check me out, to be healthier. Im doing it 4 me, my family, my future bf??

Do you binge? If so, explain why you think you do.

Yes, because Im fat, hungry, and I need to remeber my goals

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